Hello again. After I wrote that entry last night about the Kennedy assasination, I had trouble sleeping. I guess a lot of memories started floating around concerning that time in my life. Little details like the fact that after school that fateful day, my Dad had us girls (me and my 2 younger sisters), and my older brother, gather firewood off the mountainside. We were throwing cut firewood down the mountainside and discussing the day's events.
Anyway, not to get stuck in the past, today I was working on an art project. I go through this love - hate - love - hate thing with this art project. I want to chuck the whole thing and start over! What is the matter with me?
I'll tell you what's the matter with me... I'm uptight! Yeah, you heard me. I am so up tight that it's a wonder I can even pass gas.
I look at beautiful art on the internet and I think, "I can do that!" Yet when the rubber hits the road....I am lacking.
You realize that this is just me cavetching about stuff. It really has nothing to do with what will get done. I will persist and get things done. I will do that! I just want to find something thrilling to make. Come on muse, get with the plan!
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